Today is just one of those days...

So did you know the fear of remaining in married or marrying the wrong person is called "anuptaphobia" and it affects almost 50% of women?

Yeah, I thought the same thing...

After I read that I seriously had to stop and think. And as I thought about it I wondered if that could start at a young age...like maybe my age!?

And if so, I have it...

I swear!

Even though in my previous post I mentioned that I'm the type of person to go "blech" at anything lovey-dovey doesn't mean I don't want ever be with someone.

I mean seriously how many people walk around and say "I want to be forever alone. Me, my cat, and I. That's all the love I ever need."?

Nobody! The correct answer is nobody. I promise you, in every person there is a small part of them that wants to be loved. (eww that quote is sooo cliche!)

And yes this is all leading up to the fact that I, indeed, want to have somebody care for me (NO, Not like my mom and dad. I know you were thinking that...). I want to be special to someone.

I may want this, but for some unexplainable reason, the world has a different plan.

Every guy I like is either a jerk, a the-wrong-guy-for-Angel, a player, or, worst of all, a guy-who-likes-another-girl...Do you understand where I'm going?!

The universe has a whole different plan for me...I wish it would give me a hint like a talking unicorn in my dream saying something like, "*in some magical unicorn voice* Angel, be patient. I promise you will have a chance at love. You won't be forever alone." Then, after that he had given me his words of wisdom, he would fly off on a rainbow cloud...

Wow! That was random... Back to what I was saying...

Oh yeah.. for example, earlier I wrote a post on my Facebook page that seemed to be popular among my friends...

"I guess there are some things in life that are just inevitable, like me being forever alone...wait, scratch that. I'm supposed to be positive...I may not be forever alone, but I've been waiting a long time for a prince charming, I don't need him to be the one, just someone...come on world, work with me a little bit."

I got a couple good, sincere comments:
"Never let em see ya sweat!!! Translation ...relax give it time...you have all the time in the world" -Uncle Ken (close family friend)


But mostly jokes...:
"...when the zombieapocalypse happens, you'll find him!...A hot corpse who magically comes to [life]...A hot and nice dead person" -Lucy (my exchange student from Denmark)
"A zombie could be good, he wants not only your brains, but your heart too." - My dear friend Marvin (he makes dance class better each day)


Okay maybe I lied a little bit...I had one good, sincere comment...ugh. my love life is a joke to my friends *face palm*

And it made me realize that I really don't need a guy to make me happy. I have a group of friends that care about me and understand me. And for now that's all I need... I mean I'm only 17 for goodness sake!

But even with that realization I still have an early case of anuptaphobia...along with claustrophobia, achluiphobia, galeophobia, and maybe a couple more phobias.

Okay I think I have rambled on long enough. Now I must explain how this whole post came to be.

So, should I start to from the beginning?

Why not? Okay, it all started on a dark and stormy night...Just kidding :)

It actually all started at the beginning of my third month at school...I had to start to ride the bus, which I thought was going to be a drag, but it wasn't that bad after I figured out who rode the bus with me.

As I was standing there, waiting for the nasty, gross school bus, a car drove up to drop whoever was inside off. And out comes one of the hottest seniors in school.

Like this is a big deal at our school. I mean there are not that many good looking guys at my school. And the ones we do have I never really have any contact with, which I really don't mind, but my bus!

Yeah, I know I sound like a little 6th grader drooling over and 8th grader or something. But, this guy is worth drooling over. He has blueish-green eyes, dark olive skin, and dark brown longish hair. Okay I think you have the idea...

Meet Tim, who is actually known as "the hot senior" at our school.

So, I went to school everyday and rode the bus with Tim "the hot senior." He never noticed me, but I was pretty used to it.

Then Lucy, my exchange student, came to live with us. I introduced her to people and showed her around to her classes. And then one day on the bus I point Tim out to her. And her reaction is "Oh, he is in my English class, he seems nice." She acted like it was nothing. And in her eyes it wasn't.

But as Tim and Lucy got to know each other he began to notice me. It made me all giddy and happy inside. It was nice. But, I still didn't KNOW Tim.

Then I got to know him. Sure he is a nice guy and all but he could care less about any girls feelings. And this is the third time I had fallen for a guy and then something goes wrong...

I was kind of like "now what?"

Then I am introduced to the Italian exchange student, Alex. He was kind of shy at first, but eventually I noticed that he was a really nice guy.

If I find a guy with a good personality I am automatically attracted to him. (I think that may be my problem)

So, I go through my day. And then it seems like him and I ended the day on a good note, we did but what happens next is kind of irritating.

Alex and Lucy had been texting. And I being the curious person I am, I asked what they were talking about (hoping it might be me. I knew it was a long shot, but a girl can hope can't she?).

She handed me her phone and there was Alex calling her "sweetheart" and "honey" and saying "I think you're pretty."

I mean, the universe is terrible at that knife throwing trick thing, (you know the one where the pretty lady stands there and the man in the cape throws sharp knifes at her? not saying I'm pretty and the universe wears a cape, but it is a good example of what is happening) because it keeps hitting me.

But, there is the reason for the creation of this post. I realize that the last part of this post wasn't as humorous as the beginning, but it is a personal "drama" story and I thought it was interesting...Wait. Can I call my own stories interesting? Hmm I guess I can. ;)

I hope that you all enjoyed this post. And I also want to thank everybody for reading, it gives me hope that eventually this blog will be successful. You keep me writing.

Oh and I love pin pals...so feel free to e-mail me at anytime!! I will always reply.

Thanks again! Goodnight world! :)

Me, Food, Love

The tittle of my post should be more like, "Me Love Food." But no, it's a hint saying that this post will be about me. About my 2000 calorie dinner. And about a sappy love movie that I watched.

So hey, my second OFFICIAL post. I mean, How exciting? Right?

Well since we haven't really had the chance to get to know me I will start out with introducing myself.

My name is Angel and I am soon to be 18. I live in the sunny state of California. Yes, beautiful, wonderful, sunny California.

I think I will talk about how I came to be here later.

But, back to what I was saying... Oh yeah, I'm a 11th grader. I plan on graduating and going either to University of Oregon or Oregon State University to become a...well I really don't know yet.

Most of my interests are all on my profile, so I won't bore you with those...

Jesus! As I'm reading over this post I am realizing how boring I am!!! I am sorry... So very sorry.

So how about some more...maybe some...umm how about I just talk about the sappy love movie and my extremely fattening food? Ehh?

Well, my exchange student, Lucy, and I went to go and see "Warm Bodies." Which, as expected, was good. But, not for the reasons I thought.

See, I have always been the type of persons to go "blech" at love stories, Valentines Day, couples, and anything else lovey-dovey. So if I would have known   how this movie was going to really going to play out, I would have avoided it as I would have avoided the black plague.

I went expecting a comedy. Which, it did intern be one. But, with a little extra.

Sadly, I admit, I "aww"ed at many of the touching parts. In the end I was surprised I was actually able to enjoy it.

Then I came to realize it was a modern day Romeo and Juliet! It was perfect for me...Zombies + Comedy + Modern + A little bit of Love = My type of movie.

Oh, and I forgot to mention the fact that I really look up to the actors... I honestly can say that if I had to act all dead and grunt to the person next to me I couldn't keep a straight face.

Okay, now forget the movie. The best part of the night was my yummy, super unhealthy dinner.

I mean look at it...

I had a yummy Strawberry Banana Shake.

Lucy had a Chocolate Peanut Butter Shake.

And we shared a plate of pure "Americano" chili cheese fries.

So... I recommend "Warm Bodies" to everyone. It's fun for anyone. And to make the day complete: end with a nice fill-your-belly-to-the-max-with-so-many-unneeded-calories dinner.

Okay. So now I must say "farewell!"
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Farewell!

P.S. Thank you for reading! I promise I will improve. :) Goodnight world!

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Heey Yoo! So, this is a my VERY. FIRST. POST! To be completely honest with you the only stuff that really comes to mind is...blah hi blah blah umm I like cookies. And because that's all that is coming to my mind I'm going to make this short...I look forward to the future of this blog and may the luck of the Irish be with me! 

This is me. I am, and always have been an anime character.

Just kidding.

This is a drawing made by my exchange student, Lucy!

*sudden applause*